post-thesis celaka-ness

we're finally done with thesis! yay, managed to pull through it. the "road" was winding though, but nevertheless, worth the experience. jus when a friend of mine had talked about and was curious of why none of us had "snapped" or brokedown for the thesis, the next day itself (or was it 2 days later), i kinda had a disagreement with a friend. i admitted that i was rude and disrespect of him. i guess all of us wanted what was best for the thesis n probably were stressed bout it, but all of us tried to keep cool.

it was friday and the day to pass up the thesis. i was jolly happy as we were finally done with it. we had to go to a fren's place to print the thesis. and so after morning shower, i was coming down the stairs and to my horror, i fell, with my back hitting one of the steps. for a moment, i couldnt get up and move. it took me awhile to get back on my feet again. and i thought that, it was just a light fall, that i might get bruises and all later. hah! turned out that, i didnt had any bruises. no blue-black mark. but i feel this poking sensation everytime when i tried to turn to one side and when i tried to lift my legs. and the pain can be detected from my waist til my thigh. everytime when i pressed my upper waist, i'll feel a sense of pricking in the flesh, then i'll feel a twitch in the muscle and my leg will jerk. i so hope tht it'll b jus a blood clot or something minor. please dont be something like muscle tear or bone dislocated or something severe. i wana play sports! i'll be pissed n upset if i were not able to do sports for some time. now, it is kinda hard to wear pants n all as i need to lift my legs up n doing so will cause an excruciating pain to my thigh. its like something poking through your flesh.

well, will be going to the doctor or rather orthopaedist soon. let's hope tht i'll need not go through all those bone and muscle correcting therapy. it'll hurt like hell!

wana get well soon and kick some balls! feel like a disabled person :(